how seriously spastic my brain is
my lack of meds
a kak new years
...and old years
people who still say "my one friend...", confuse lend and borrow and are adamant that from cape town, they are going DOWN to durban! if you go any further down, you hit ICE!
being second string, back-up, a toy on a string...
realising that ideals you once latched onto, no longer play important roles in your life anymore
trying to figure out how other people tick
lack of impulse control
growing up and having to be responsible...i often wish i could just revert to my much happier 5yr old self