Hemingway has his classic moment in "The Sun Also Rises" when someone asks Mike Campbell how he went bankrupt.
All he can say is, "Gradually, then suddenly."
That's how depression hits. You wake up one morning, afraid that you're gonna live.
- prozac nation

Saturday, January 3, 2009

my current plagues and mind fucks...




how seriously spastic my brain is

my lack of meds

a kak new years

...and old years

people who still say "my one friend...", confuse lend and borrow and are adamant that from cape town, they are going DOWN to durban! if you go any further down, you hit ICE!

being second string, back-up, a toy on a string...

realising that ideals you once latched onto, no longer play important roles in your life anymore

trying to figure out how other people tick

lack of impulse control

growing up and having to be responsible...i often wish i could just revert to my much happier 5yr old self